But I had so many desires that in some other time, some other place they are bound to bear fruit.

Notable Events:

Went to my first ever football game with mama. It sucked ass and I hated it there.
- We were at the very top of the stadium in the very direct sunlight which sucked ass.
- Football games apparently don’t only last for the time that’s allotted to the quarters which sucks ass.
- My fuckass team lost by *Forty-Three* points which is really just incredible and does not suck ass because I wanted us to lose anyway.
- Some guy on our team broke his leg which sucks ass. For him.
- I had a hot dog.
- Apparently our team used to be “The Cardinals” one hundred years ago so every time anyone scored mom and I would cheer for the cardinals which is the best bit ever.
After the game mom and I ate at some catfish place where the food was disappointingly bland but I had frog legs for the first time and they were actually good. Very tender.
Then we went to TJ Maxx and I got two new coats yay :3
Mom is addicted to word wipe.
We had shitty continental breakfast the next morning ❤
I have a crock pot now and I’m going to make curry
- https://showmetheyummy.com/crockpot-thai-chicken-curry/
- Will update if it’s ass
*OH* I forgot to write this about book club the other day: some fucking *Biyotch* said she didn’t like the poppy wars because she was expecting “more romance”. Your brain matter is dribbling out of your ears. Mop it back up and appreciate the book.
I started drinking soy milk after my wonderful cogpsych teacher said whole milk is not great for brain health. So I’m turning into the kind of bitch who drinks soy milk.
*IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII GOT A 96 ON MY BIO RETAKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
Went to hang out w/ CM again:
- Village Inn discussion topics:
  - There was a cleaning bristle in our pie so +2 free pie coupons!!!
  - Our favorite candies:
    - Chocolate:
      - CM: Twix
      - Me: Green Snickers
    - Gummy
      - CM: Peach Rings
      - Me: Albertson’s Gummy bears
    - Little Debbies
      - CM: Cosmic brownies
      - Me: Oatmeal *CREAM PIES* (Cream Pies)
  - Our Myers-Briggs:
    - CM: INFP
    - Me: E(Me when I lie)NTJ
- Went to whole foods and then I freaked out thinking my sore throat could be oral herpes so she had to come with me to the Urgent care that was right next door.
  - Listen. Listen. I know my only symptom was a sore throat. I know I wasn’t presenting with anything else. I know I am a hypochondriac. I am very self aware. I am still crazy.
So ya I’m sick right now. Blehhhhhhhhhhhhh 😦
Talked with My philosophy professor which first of all is concerning that he does not act like a 40 year old. For his sake. But I got my test rescheduled and we talked about how Target is a gendered (female) space pretty obviously and then we talked about music and now he’s going to listen to I Hate Jimmy Page by MSI so… probably not a great recommendation. oh well. He also likes Sabrina Carpenter which I strongly disagree with.
I had gooseberries for the first time evar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CM hated the seeds. I don’t mind that at all but the taste is very strange… it’s like one taste in there is delicious and there’s another that is kind of bad. Not sure they’re a repeat purchase.
EH and I tried to do the LA Times crossword again and we still suck at it.
if I got a tattoo I would want a white ink cross on my wrist (Hi future me. Am I embarrassing you.) and then also a stick and poke that says “YAOI” on my ankle. Also If I was a fr tattoo guy I would get black and white beta fish for Satoru and Suguru <3. And then something for my mom. And then a block of ultramarine, and then a fox maybe in some oriental style, and then something else that’s culturally insensitive.
In my opinion there is a bisexual man operating my brain but the body of a woman.
I really don’t think I would go back and change any decision I have ever made because even though I feel guilty about everything all the time and I #girlfail also all the time I just think the butterfly effect would be too terrible. I don’t want to be any different than i am now.
- Is that satisfaction?
- Or fear of change?